I am anxious about seeing the naturopath today. Apt at 10am! less than 5 hours from now. I want to start feeling better. I've had some pressure from my family to "Just take the fucking medicine that's been prescribed!" not caring that it is my body that I might be hurting with them. And on top of that, the doctor who prescribed them isn't even sure what I have so he just gave me pills to blanket a few diagnostic possibilities. But the naturopath will deal with the area of my body that is sick, which seems fantastic. Since western medicine, with a camera and the ability to take samples can't get a clear picture, someone who deals with the vague picture seems more reliable. (will probably cost me less as well.)
I mentioned to someone that I am going to this doctor and they asked "Oh! Is there a good, xtian naturopath in your area?" Her faith has never come into question (because I don't care.) I guess if she's not a xtian, then she'll get me on all sorts of programs and herbs, and philosophies that will compromise my soul, and my relationship with God.
Sorry God, I can't help it. I guess this one has been set in stone for me.
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