Sitting in my mother's bathroom, of my parents' house, in Central park, using the restroom, naked with my laptop, and thankful to be so (Note: Don't use my laptop.) I fell asleep, around 11:30. Kind of crashed, from getting worn out from all this Thanksgiving prep. Some good friends decided to stop by on their way from Seattle to HQX (Abbriation for Hoquiam, a town named after the Quinault Native Armerican word for "Hungry for wood" that some people use to save space.) The roads are slow going and icy, and we were so thankful to be able to spend part of the holiday with people that we love that don't share our blood.
Having a very soft movement right now. Like warm squished cake, now being followed by melted chocolate. Sounds delicious by I implore you, stay away. (I'm so thankful that this is my spot and I can describe this however it is. I stopped taking my multi-vitamin pack. My last day was monday. Reason being because peeing started to hurt, especially the few right after taking the vitamins. This may be the cause for the loose stool.
I am still evaluating all the prescriptions I was written recently, I will make a specific post for them entailing cost, effects, negative effects and so on. Without a "clear diagnosis", and the doctor who came up with that unclear diagnosis only seems interested in writing me prescriptions and not discussing what they will do to me, and he's to busy to do so until January 7th. So I'm seeking help elsewhere. I just hope they give a shit.
For today, Kit and I have prepared, that's right, Hot and Sour Soup and jasmine rice! Enough for 2x Thanksgiving and last night for our friends (and possibly for breakfast this morning.) Also making broccoli salad, and gluten free biscuit rolls. I am thankful I have a wife who will share my journey with me, even when I'm a monster. She makes this all worth it. Despite being terribly depressed, weak, soar, angry, and just sad, I am thankful.
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